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Minggu, 18 April 2010

hey....hey...

wah kayaknya gimana gituh rasanya soalnya baru hari ini gue pegang internet lagi setelah seminggu berkutat dengan aktivitas.... heeemmphhh

hhiiiiaahhh...
seminggu ini gue bakalan uts... sibuk.... sibuk... and so pasti pusiiiiing........

kawan doakan temanmu ini agar nilainya bagus tanpa harus belajar...( emang bisa?)
pokonya gue bertekad supaya nilai gue bagus n ipk gue naek jadi 3,5 emm kalo bisa 4 sekalian jadi haruss semangad belajar supaya bisa tercapai...
dan juga harus mengorbankan waktu gue buad bikin entri..
jant kecewa iaah......... hehehehehe

heheheheheh...........

Sabtu, 17 April 2010

lirik lagu my immortal evanescenes

I’m so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Because your presence still lingers here
And it won’t leave me alone

Chorus:
These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears
And I’ve held your hand through all of these years
But you still have, all of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
But now I’m bound by the life you left behind
Your face, it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all of the sanity in me

Chorus:
These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears
And I’ve held your hand through all of these years
But you still have, all of me

I’d love to walk away
And pull myself out of the rain
But I cant leave without you
I’d love to live without
The constant fear and endless doubt
But I can’t live without you

When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears
When youd scream I’d fight away all of your fears
And I’ve held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all, of me





Sabtu, 03 April 2010

buka lembaran baru....

aalloooo.......
lama tak entri rasanya gimana gituh.....

belakangan ini batin gue lagi terguncang bukan karena ada gempa yaa hehehe
dua hari sebelum gue masukin entri ini gue sempet nangis ( orang2 gak pada percaya ) nangisnya gue udah kaya anak kecil ngadat minta maenan kaga dikasih ama emaknya. ( kaya'a lebay dah )

gue pernah ngalamin sakit gara-gara ini tapi gak pernah separah ini.
dan parahnya gue tau alesan kenapa gue kayak gini gue terlalu berharap malah sangat berharap..

pernah gak pada ngalamin kaya gini???
sekarang rasanya perasaan gue lagi kaya diiris-iris pake pisau tumpul n berkarat darah yang keluar juga gak banyak tapi rasanya perih banget. T_T

gue udah berkali-kali peringatin ama diri gue sendiri supaya gak pernah berharap banyak ama seseorang tapi kenapa kali ini pertahanan gue jebol bol bol....
seseorang yang bikin gue ngerasa sangat terluka n merasa sangat jelek... shit..

tapi life must go on beibh...
lo boleh bikin gue skit hati tapi gue gak akan pernah harakiri hehehehe